Relationships

current song Ne-Yo "Do You"

*hums to the song, snappin my fingers*...

definitely my say that this song is in my top 5 songs from Ne-Yo that I love. But this song does really make me wonder and so my question goes out to my ex boyfriends..."do you ever think of me anymore?"

with that being said I'm bringing up the topic about relationships. Now lately people are telling me left and right "whats a cutie like u doin not being all bunned up?" well here is my answer...i just havent found anyone I can connect with plus I'm too focused on trying to get my own life back on track before I would even allow someone to want to enter my life.

SOME of the men here are just too focused on playing this split personality bullshit that u would think they're all gemini's instead of there real zodiac sign. They put up this front and play this role of being this so called "ideal" guy and 9 times out of 10 most women fall for it. Now the nigga will continue to play this role until he gets the PUSSY and once he does, that's when the tears start to shed and women get on this "NiggasAintShit" bandwagon and then you wonder why US BLACK woman wanna set high standards for ourselves....

As for me i try not to set my standards of my "ideal" man too high cause I know I'm not perfect either but at the same time I dont wanna be babysitting either if u catch my drift. I have yet to experience what being in love is like and I have yet experience what being in a relationship over a year n some change is like. I kno your probably thinking "is this chick serious?"...YES! I'm 21 and never been a long realtionship no longer than 6 months and I NEVER been in love. Yes I have developed a stronger feeling towards a person more than he has towards me and in the long run I get hurt. I have developed feelings very strong towards a certain person(he knows who he is) that I questioned myself to see if i was possibly in love with him but that wasnt the case

Question is well what happened to your relationships that caused them to not last long. Well I broke it down into three sections:
1.) he cheated
2.) relationship was rushed WAY too soon
3.) lost the spark

Now I will say this not all of my relationships ended badly...most of them landed on good terms and out of 8 men I've dated...I still keep in touch with only 3 of them (Marcus, Chris, and Jeremy*the recent ex*)

As for now I'm on my solo dolo shit. No I won't really reject a guy unless I feel like he's gonna do nothin but be a waste of time and breath. I do believe that maybe one day, someday I will fall in love and I will be someone's first love...now carry on...

"swear that im not tryna start no trouble, tell your fiance he can relax, I'll leave u alone for good i promise, but there's a question I just got to ask...