dammit so much for recovery...trying to take the time out to just breathe for a second after dealin with all these emotions from men these past few months...its like dammit can I get a break...so who exactly am I talking about...different people this time..not sure on how to really deal with it because I can't really get my feelings into neither of them just yet...but BEST believe I'm attracted to them...nothin wrong with being attracted to more than one person right?...alrighty...now lets go down the list here...I dont really wanna saw names so I'm like give the first letter of there names....
T-havent really gotten the chance to hang with him just yet but he's a sweetheart tho and quite hilarious..only known him for about a month now...we just friends for the time being...we admit were attracted to each other..but idk if it would lead into anything serious
M-just met him last week..I call him my light bright...havent hung out either but might get the chance tomorrow..definitely dont have the feelings put out there but he's just a very funny character...dont think he sees me in the kind of way but we can SERIOUSLY relate to alot of things
B-actually went to college with this guy...very attractive...always to himself..he does go out from my understandin...never really got the chance to really get to kno one another because most of the times we talked or chilled in my dorm was on the late nights due to his class schedules and at one point I thought he was ashamed to even be around me durin the day cause maybe I wasnt up to his standards..we have kissed before..but those feelings went away when i felt like i was bein used or played...we talked on a off..but now the candle has been fully lit on this one and he admits that he never so called "stopped havin feelings for me" and wants to give us a chance...in the back of my mind I'm like hmm...we'll see about this fella right here...
K- I actually work with this guy...I DONT have feelings for him but he sure as hell wants me..I'm not attracted to him at all but he's alright...he can be alil boring but its like I be feelin irritated at times when he hits me up because its like he tries to hard to try and impress me or try to get my attention when really its not the case...its also kind of annoyin how he wants to relate everyhing about "how men should treat woman" virtue...which is nothin wrong with that at all but it shouldnt have to be explained in every damn sentence...I do wish he was more open on convos about other thans other than tellin me how much he wanna take me out.....
All I gotta say is that this will be a interestin summer
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