today was eh...woke up early as hell...went wit sis to the doctors so she can get a check up...didntkno she could still see a pedatris..shit my ass sees the gynecologist n shit...but anywho..today began part of my day of movin forward after havin a hurtful weekend.....
eventually i went to work...late tho...and it was just awkward because I know J5(Johnathon from my old post) was at work...but I was glad that I didnt see him...I felt that if I did then I was gonna be filled up with rage and anger....I later find out my coworker and her bf broke up the same day I got my feeligns hurt by John..(how weird) but I know she will bounce back from all of this...she explained to me how she did speak to John today about the situation and apparantely he still has feeings for me becuase he really dont have ime to chill for even a minute because he's workin two jobs but it didnt bother me....but idk im just really tryin not to over think all of this...cause me and john didhave a convo on the phone today and I let him have it cause he really did hurt my feelings...even tho he says he feels bad, i feel like he did this on purpose as some excuse for him to talk to another girl just like dj....but oh well...on to the next one....
i think ima give filling out government applications one more chance this week...I really hate doin them shits cause its soo effn helpless...
okay i dont feel like typin no more...im tired...
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