Understanding Not Selfish

cant think of song to go with this topic...ugh Tiffany your slackin...as EriQ would say "c'monson" lol...
well this topic is pretty much self explainitory..but im gearin this one more towards myself than for the ladies on this one about being understanding.....

Now the past two years(before i met them) my ex and my buddy J5 are both working two jobs...proud of my two boys on the grind doin the damn thing, couldn't be any more happier for them two...at the same time I'm on the search as well to find a second job or even a FT job at that cause the current job I have now is seasonal :(...so yeah on the other side of things...the result of them working all the time would be the result of them not really talkin to me and as for J5 it would be that we dont get to hang out as much and it kind of sucks and it kind of bothers me sometimes and I try not to let it show in my face or not even through out the tone in my converstations but I dont wanna get into my selfish ways but I do understand that they doin what they need to do and the majority of the time when they not workin, all they wanna do is go to sleep...sometimes I will b on skype with my ex when he's not workin or not tired, for J5 its just a matter of a simple text or if i see him at work we'll speak but it wont be much of a conversation as it use to be.....

wooo swear sometimes its not that easy being understanding but in the end sometimes it can be worth it when u get to spend time with someone in the result of being understanding not selfish...